Breathe It ALL In

The last month has been a whirlwind of activity...as August and September usually are...so much so, that I don't know how to sit here in the quiet. There will always be things "to do", but for now, I want to be still in this peace and silence. As fall comes upon us with cool breezes and the changing color of the leaves, I am trying to soak it all in...

I watch my little boy walk around our yard exploring every rock, leaf, flower, and bug. I wonder where the last year has gone...yes, it has been fun and full of adventure, trials, struggles, and joys...but I find I am sad as I watch him...why? Maybe I feel this little life that God has entrusted to us is racing by. Oak is such a precious boy, so inquisitive and loves to laugh and smile...and I feel honored to be able to see God's creation and unique handiwork in his life. I don't want to miss anything...I want to "be in" all of the moments...I want him to know how much his dad and I love him and would sacrifice anything for him. Yet, I know that he will have his own story...and we want to foster his love for life and people in such a way that he has roots and wings...is solid and flexible...is comfortable and adventurous...Lord, Oak is yours...

My mind continues to meander through the years...remembering so many wonderful times as a kid, a teen, a college student, and a young married...life changes each day, but oh, what a blessed life I have had. I am so thankful for all that God has done and continues to do...and I am in constant amazement at what He is teaching me!

Lord, help me to love each moment of life, be thankful for the past (no regrets or wistfulness), hope in the future (no worries or fears), and BE in the now (not absent)!